Friday 25/7/2008

Everyone must have been wondering why I filled in the date in all of my posts even thought it is stated already. Answer: because those stupid dates ain't always accurate. It is very difficult to obtain the heart dissecting videos. I will try to get it from my friends somehow anyway. Our history video hasn't been completed yet.

The deadline is already over; we are reciving penalty for it. :'( I'm sure that my teammates: Diyanah and Elvea would be angry with us. But I wish to speak how I feel. After all, this is what the blog is for. Do not think that completing the script is your only duty. True, you acted, you stayed back in Fort Canning, you did the script, you bought the items. As did I, but I tried to put in 100% of my effort into this video.

All of us, including Vani who is currently doing the video, is giving it their all. We exceeded the deadline, so what? The both of you are free today, yet you refused to stay back. For Diyanah, you didn't stay back twice. I know that your job is done, but if I were you, I would stay to direct everything.

Now, Vani is working late into the night, sending me videos for me to comment on them. Is this fair to her? She stayed back as well to film, she borrowed the camera, she acted! When the both of you read this, you may think: What, I've already done my duty! Why are you scolding me for no reason at all?!

I won't say that you did not try your best for the video. But I thought that you would at least help us and stayed back, even if it was just for an hour, or half an hour. Rachel, you also another one. I know you have reasons for not helping, but still... you promised to sms me on whether you could come. I waited all day, but I received nothing.

I won't say that Preeya, Vani, Alice, Sunthari and I did almost everything. We ourselves may not have helped in some ways, but we have valid reasons for not helping. I hope, the next time we work together, we will notify each another in advance so that we can confrim the date to meet together and complete the project in time.

Let this be a lesson for all of us.

But... This isn't the only problem I face... As seen in my msn display name, my ex-classmates and I are drifting further and further apart. Before we graduated from Primary School, we would solve any problem, go through an obstacles we faced, together. There was this occasion when I was in primary six:

One of my best friends: Hui Ying, announced that she rather prefer another friend's company than our company. This shocked the four of us. We were all so close and then, she tells us that she doesn't like us that much. Now that I think of it, it was a very trival thing, but all of us got angry at her for no reason.

We stayed like this for almost three days. I smsed one of my best friends: Lim Chai Yi, that I don't want this arguement to continue forever. I want to be friends with all four of us, until we leave this world. A childish wish, but until now, I feel like this is a very important wish for me. In the end, all of us made up and became good friends again.

Now, the five of us went our separate ways, three of my best friends: Bernice Ng, Xu Xue Kun and Lim Chai Yi went to CHIJ St. Nicholas. Mew Hui Ying entered Chung Cheng (sry if wrong spelling). As I am the dumbest of the five, (hey, they scored 250++, I scored 232 T_T), I went to CHIJ STC (Not translating for private purposes).

Xue Kun started becoming more and more smarter, plus retarded and lame -.-lll. Bernice and Chai Yi remains the same. I occasionally met Hui Ying at the Toa Payoh MRT station on the way home. Now, she transferred to...VJC? I dunno. Still, for the first two years we got separated, we met each another in libraries during the school hoildays frequently. We would occasionally contact each another through sms, msn and calling.

Now, the 'O' levels are nearing and all of us are starting to be busy. Everyone has their own cca to attend to and study hard. Even I have to admit that I seem to study even more than when I was in Primary school. Xue Kun often had to skip class to attend tournaments; Bernice occasionally online on msn, talking to me. Like right now as I type this ^^.

Chai Yi had to buy so many files to store all her notes. Hui Ying always have volleyball and is always busy. She didn't even have the time to speak to me over msn a few days ago. And throughout the June Hoildays- a one+ month hoilday, we didn't even meet each another ONCE!!

Yes, I am long winded today, yes, I may be over imaginating, but I want to make this points clear. As stated on my msn display name: Our friendship grows further and further apart, can the five of us ever withstand the test of time?